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Post by jasperhale on Nov 20, 2009 3:22:14 GMT -5
Lunchtime... for the humans. Jasper grimaced at the very thought. To be surrounded in each class by them was hard enough... then to have to endure an hour in a room with a hundred or so of them? Ooh, it was torture. But no, he'd be okay. He had to be okay, for Alice. Yes. He could do that. He didn't want to let her down. So he steeled himself for the entrance into the cafeteria, his eyes quickly racing back and forth, searching for Alice. Where was she? he thought frantically. Of all the people who needed to be calmed down, it was himself. He paused for a hundredth of a second, looking for Alice and the rest of his 'family' to prevent himself from losing control. He stopped breathing for a moment, to lessen the temptation...
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Post by Rosalie Lillian Hale on Nov 20, 2009 12:22:56 GMT -5
Rosalie walked into the cafeteria and almost ran into her "brother". "Jasper, are you okay? You stopped in the middle of the walk way. What's wrong?" Rose asked before looking around. 'No sign of Alice, and there are hundreds of students in this one room... hundreds of human students. This isn't good.' Rose thought. "Jasper, let's go sit down, Alice will be her momentarily." she said, trying to steer Jasper in the direction of their usual table.
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Post by jasperhale on Nov 20, 2009 17:18:01 GMT -5
...and no Edward keeping track of me either... Jasper's thoughts were racing. Usually he felt annoyed that Edward was in his head, but today, he was... (there was no other word for it) ...thirsty. Suddenly, he smelled the familiar scent of his "twin". He turned (a little too quickly), then remembered himself. "Of course she will..." he replied, completely unconvinced. He held his breath again. He hated having to be away from Alice for any period of time, but with the two of them posing as different age groups - he, Rose, and Emmet were seniors, and Alice and Edward were juniors - it was inevitable that there would be at least one class that he didn't share with her.
He allowed Rosalie to guide him down the cafeteria walkway, snatching up a few items of food on the way. He paid for the food with exact change, having known how much it would cost before he chose it, and sat down, still not breathing. Knowing that he couldn't break the facade, he tried to move his shoulders up and down slightly, but when he sat down, he was definitely too still to appear human. Good thing that most humans just ignored him and his family...
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Post by Rosalie Lillian Hale on Nov 20, 2009 18:44:37 GMT -5
"You need to relax Jasper. You'll be fine. Alice is probably just talking to her teacher real quick. She will be here. She wouldn't leave you alone." Rosalie tried to reassure Jasper.
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Post by Bella Swan on Nov 20, 2009 21:21:46 GMT -5
Bella walked into the cafeteria and automatically her eyes drifted over to the table where the Cullen usually sat, He was not there, not yet anyway. She saw his siblings though Jasper and Rosalie, and for a second she could not take her eyes off of them, they where both some of the best looking kids it school no wonder why the student envied them. Rosalie looked like a supermodel and had to me the most beautiful girl in school and Jasper looked like he was in pain but he still looked like a boy girls would drool over in a magazine. Bella was as so distracted it took a poke in the back make he notice the line was moving.
" Oh I'm sorry, Bella apologized and walked some more. She was not that hungry so she grabbed an apple and a ice tea, then took her seat with Jessica and the others. Bella's mind was not with them, it was focused back on Edward's adopted siblings, she wondered what they were discussing, their whole family was so mysterious. Bella heard someone say something to her and all she did was nod like she cared understood what was going on. Not wanting to be caught staring Bella picked up he apple and rolled it around in her hands debating to take a bite. [/size]
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Post by Emmett Cullen on Nov 21, 2009 12:49:07 GMT -5
Finally getting out of AP History, hearing the stuff he knew from way back when, Emmett forced himself to walk extremely slowly. Even this was a fast walk for humans. Half way to the cafeteria, he walked a little faster.
"Dude! Whyya goin so fast?" One kid asked. "I'm hungry!" He bellowed back. As he opened the door as gently as he could, he stepped in. Jasper and Rose were the only ones there. Walking up, he popped up next to Rosalie. "Hey, Babe." He mumbled, kissing her cheek. Everybody knew that they were dating even though they were supposed to be adopted siblings. "Jazz, how are things going...?" He asked quietly, a meaningful look on his face. Realizing what was going on, Emmett spoke softly. "It'll be fire. Nothing's going to happen. Plus, I'm pretty sure Alice is coming. You don't need to worry." He smiled lightly, patting Jasper's back.
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Post by jasperhale on Nov 21, 2009 21:11:26 GMT -5
ooc;; nice sig (=^-^=)
ic;; Jasper gritted his teeth. "I know, Rose. I get it." he said shortly. He appreciated her ...sentiment, but really, sometimes it got annoying. It was frustrating being the... weakest. His eyes narrowed as he battled with himself internally. He felt eyes on his back and quickly glanced up to see Edward's fixation staring at him. He looked away, his face stone. He didn't see why Edward didn't just get it over with... as though he needed to torture himself any more. Jasper could feel the emotions exuding from his body every time he came near, and often times it would only get worse rather than better.
"Jazz, how are things going...?" He heard the familiar voice of his 'brother' and simmered at the nickname. The only one he didn't mind using it was Alice, and Emmett was definitely not Alice. Speaking of whom... Emmett had just reminded him again that everything would be fine. Jasper hissed through his teeth, his voice flying at speeds only vampires would be able to discern, "I know. I get it. I'm fine. Just shut it for a minute." He exhaled, and then inhaled slowly, trying to ignore the flames erupting in his throat from the delicious scents all around him.
"God... the both of you..." He sat down at the table, feeling quite irritated at himself. He was usually so good at keeping himself in check... he definitely needed a hunting expedition, and soon. He hoped Alice had seen a sunny day in the immediate forecast, or else he would end up having to miss school. He sat stiffly in his chair, waiting for the others to do the same.
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Post by Rosalie Lillian Hale on Nov 22, 2009 19:35:28 GMT -5
"Hey babe." Rose said when Emmett sat down. "You can ask us nicely to stop. You don't have to be so rude ya know." she added to Jasper. 'Where is Alice? If she doesn't get here soon, Jasper is going to lose it, and that wouldn't be good... for any of us.' Rose thought to herself.
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Post by alice on Nov 23, 2009 21:11:48 GMT -5
Alice entered the cafateria. Stupid Geography teacher making hte entire class stay behind simply because some jerks can't keep comments to themselves. Alice sighed and walked in. She glanced around and saw there was enough food on the table with her family. When her eyes found Jasper's she saw that something was wrong. She flittered to his side and sat down. She took hold of his hand and looked at him. "Jazz Whats up?"
[/color] Of course she already knew the answer. The in his eyes showed what was wrong. The other two were just pondering him. They would back off now though. Espcially now that she was here. Alice turned to look at him hopefully he would look at her back Something, anything to calm him down.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]
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Post by Rosalie Lillian Hale on Nov 23, 2009 23:09:45 GMT -5
"Thank you." Rosalie mouthed to Alice before turning to Emmett. "How were your classes this morning babe?" she asked, running her finger along his jaw line and tilting her head to the side, while a small smile graced her face.
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Post by jasperhale on Nov 23, 2009 23:21:51 GMT -5
Jasper ran his fingers through his hair, trying to calm down. He rested his forehead in his hand and closed his eyes, trying to concentrate. Hopefully it would look like he maybe had a headache, or some other normal human thing. He heard Rosalie's comment, but he didn't care. All he wanted was to make it through the day without spoiling it for everybody, and then perhaps... no, he definitely was going out hunting tonight, whether or not there was a sunny forecast. He was fairly sure he would be able to hunt quickly enough to satiate his thirst.
Suddenly, he heard the cafeteria door open again and recognized the light, graceful footsteps of his wife. His eyes sprang open as Alice took his hand. He knew she already would know how he was doing, so he didn't bother answering her question. Instead he clasped her fingers in his and wrapped his other arm around her neck, hugging her close. "Thank goodness you're here," he said quietly to her. "I don't think I'm going to last much longer. What's the forecast for tomorrow? Or am I going to just have to go out tonight?"
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Post by alice on Nov 24, 2009 0:26:38 GMT -5
Alice watchyed as Rosalie mouthed thank you towards her. She nodded her head as a signal to leave him alone now and she could go back to Emmett. She felt Jasper out ana rm around her nack and hug her. She smiled and rolled her eyes slightly. She knew he could handle this, he just didn't have the confidence in himself. She hugged him back. "You'll be fine"
[/color] Alice said reassuringly. Jasper asked what the weather forcast was for tomorrow or if he would have to go out tonight. She pulled back slightly but kept his hand. She gazed into the future. She knew everyone else would jsut think that she was staring off but her family knew better. Alice sighed and looked over at Jazz. "It's ok. I'll come with you tonight"[/color] She said. The weather looked like it was going to rain somewhat tomorrow and overcast for most of the day. She looked slightly sympathetic towards Jazz. He had it so much harder than the rest of them. For some reason Alice glanced over Jasper's shoulder and saw Bella Swan staring at the family. She rolled her eyes. Trust Edward to not be here yet. Alice averted her eyes back towards Jasper. He needed her more now. She kept up a tight hold on his hand. She traced her hand across his cheek. She smiled at him. Their relationship was different to the others. They weren't as open about it in public as other people.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]
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Post by Bella Swan on Nov 24, 2009 8:55:30 GMT -5
After playing with her apple a bit and taking a single bite, her eyes fell upon the Cullen's table again. Alice was now there so was Emmett but there was no sign of Edward. He was so weird some days and Bella just wished that they could be something more from his words she could almost feel that he wanted that she wanted it too. His topaz eyes, his velvet like voice, a face like a good, Bella could help but to keep thinking about him. Bella was hoping he would so up soon so that the others in his family did not think she was staring. They all just looked so perfect, Edward was just as equally perfect if not more.
Bella's eyes drifted away again, she saw his sister Alice looke hin her direction, she must have felt Bella's eyes on her. [/blockquote]
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Post by jasperhale on Nov 25, 2009 0:09:21 GMT -5
Jasper breathed in the sweet scent of Alice's skin and immediately began to calm down. He felt her hand on his back, hugging him close to her, and smiled once more. "Yeah. I'll be fine." he repeated after her, as if to convince himself. He chided himself for worrying so much, and resolved to do better next time he returned to school.
His thoughts were brought back by Alice's voice. "It's ok. I'll come with you tonight." So it wasn't going to be sunny tomorrow? Damn. Oh, well. Make do. "All right. What time?" At least Alice would be going with him. He didn't mind hunting so much now, since animals didn't have quite as coherent emotions, and he couldn't feel the anguish and desperation as he had with his human prey. He was so glad that Alice had rescued him from that life.
Just as Jasper had begun collecting his bearings, he felt Alice's grip tighten slightly on his, and his skin tingled as her hand touched his cheek. He squeezed hers back in gratitude and let his hands fall to his lap, still holding hers. They weren't quite so public about their love as Rose and Emmett, but he knew Alice was right for him, and that was enough for him.
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Post by alice on Dec 1, 2009 6:16:12 GMT -5
Alice smiled at him and nodded her head. She started playing with the food infront of her and Jasper. Their lack of appitite wouldn't be unusual to anyone who took notice. But seriously who would notice these things? Alice watched Rosalie and Emmett, they were so into each other it was kind of disturbing to watch. Alice looked away.
Jasper asked her what time that they would go. She thought about it and shrugged. "Let's go at around 2 yeah?"
[/color] She said smiling slighlty. It would definatly be better if Jasper was going with her. Alice couldn't help herself but steal glances over at the Swan girl. Bella. Edward was so into her at the moment and she seemed to be just as taken with him. Still it was none of her buisness. She just knew that they were going to be the best of friends someday.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]
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Post by jasperhale on Dec 3, 2009 3:08:49 GMT -5
"Two. Yeah. Sounds good." he replied, almost automatically. Honestly, anything Alice had said would have been perfectly fine with Jasper. He carefully kept his eyes away from the rather obvious display being played out by his brother and sister... Ugh... couldn't they at least wait until they all got home... But, then again, it was Rose and Emmett. He decided instead to focus on Alice; that made things a lot easier.
He exhaled a sigh of relief and then took a deep breath... Oops... Big mistake. He squeezed Alice's hand for support as once again his throat erupted into flames, and he picked up a bottle of water that was in front of him and pretended to drink it. Although he knew it wouldn't actually do him any good, he let a few drops of the water trickle down his throat. Psychologically, it actually helped him visualize the flames being put out, and though it didn't seem as though it had extinguished the fire, it did actually feel like the heat was lessened. "Yeah. Definitely going out tonight." he murmured to Alice.
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Post by alice on Dec 16, 2009 18:44:04 GMT -5
Alice watched as Jasper slowly began to calm down. She smiled at him slightly and then turned her attention to the others as well again. "Hey Rose? You seen Edward?"[/color] She asked curiously. He was here this morning when he took the ride to school with them yet somehow he seemed to now be here now. She crumbled up part of a cookie that was infront of her but she wasn't planning on eating it. It smelled absolutly repulsive.
Alice felt Jasper take in a deep breath and the hold her hand tightly again. She turned and gave a small sympathetic smile. She was thinking od ditching last as he was getting worse and she wasn't in that class with him. He murmered that they were defaintly going out tonight. "You don't have to go to last class if you don't want to? Either that or i'll see if I can get moved into your class for this lesson?"[/color] She asked. Alice knew she could get her way no matter what.
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